My sweet baby boy, today you are five months old. I am shaking my head in disbelief. That flew by! You are truly a gift from God. You brighten my life in ways I couldn't imagine; and to think, while you were still in my tummy I couldn't fathom loving anyone as much as your sister. I'm not sure how my heart is contained in my chest anymore, it has grown so much since I had you.
You are the happiest baby I have ever met. You seem to like me the very best these days (although you don't withhold that million dollar smile from anyone, that's just the way you are) you definitely light up when you see mama come in the room. I secretly relish that, because I know there will be a day that you want no part of me (sniff, sniff). You have the best belly laugh, and you do it often!
You will not take a bottle. REFUSE. I am sure if I left you all day and you were hungry enough you would cave, but the thought of that breaks my heart, so I will continue to be a sucker and you will continue to nurse exclusively.
You and your sister have been on many adventures, you won't remember any of these, but you have been a pirate on her ship, a princess at her ball, a ballerina at her ballet, and much more! She loves to dress you up, do tummy time with you (which you are still not a fan of) and make funny faces to get you to laugh. Every morning when you wake up she loves to throw open your door and come look at your face and she says the same thing every day "well good morning mister mister! how was your sleep?" She sure loves you. We all do.
Your aunts and grandparents think you're pretty fantastic too. When we get together you get passed up and down, back and forth so that everyone can get some Benny love. You are a great sport about it...until you get hungry.
Which leads me to my final note. You love to eat. Well, nurse right now. But you are ready to eat. Your eyes follow our food from our plates to our mouths while you drool. It actually makes me feel bad, you seem THAT interested. Soon buddy, soon you will get to try all that delicious food. You remind me a lot of your dad in that area. When his blood sugar levels drop he gets cranky pretty quickly until he gets some food in him. The only times I really ever hear you cry or see you ticked is when you are super hungry or tired.
Your stats at your 4 month appointment were:
2ft 2 in (75%)
15 lb 6 oz (50%)- but you just got weighed yesterday and you are already up a pound!
17.5" head circ (95%)